Have you already seen an angel? Maybe when you hear a word angel,the first thing that will come into your mind is wings. Wings used to fly high, with harmonic voice and innocent face that could sweep you off your feet. But with all these things, I don’t think I physically fit with it.
My name’s Lourlin Jean and often called Yengyeng for my given nickname. I’m just a simple lass with simple outlook in life. They say, simple yet adorable one. And had a circle of friends in which I call mine . I’m defined as single since birth with the fact that I’m enjoying it. I was born in the dawn of June the fourth at the year of monkey in 1992 at Diamond Valley. Had four siblings and yet, the eldest among them. And considering very lucky with my loving mom and dad for their efforts in raising me well as what I am now. I have experienced things,memorable ones that have been part of my growing up as a better person, happy and sorrowful moments as well. I admit it, I’m a shy type of girl, knowing myself that I’m not the cream of the crop. But I accept myself, the wholeness of being me.
I know,I may not be genius but definitely not a stupid one at all. I love my friends and they knew that, as I always do, making friends. But then, I can’t really say that I’m an approachable one in terms of friendship. But I still do my best to be loved by the persons around me. As a person, I also encounter problems as all of us do. In terms of friendship, frankly saying, I choose my friends. Having plenty of friends is not bad at all. It’s just the fact that not all of them are for real. There we have girl and boy friends, best friends, fake friends, circle of friends and real friends. I treasure all my friends for the fact that they are my angels sent from God above to share not just wonderful things but sorrowful things as well. Even though others are just making friends just when they are in need, that’s just fine with me. We can’t please everybody anyway,it’s just the reality.
So be it.
And now, I’m seventeen years living in this world. And yet still asking “Is all of these things worth for?”, “What have I accomplished?” , “Is it for good?”. These questions marked up on my mind earlier and now, things just pass and go by and by and one step at a time, those questions are having their own answers. I know it will just take time. Move on and live on. I can’t even say that I’m as kind and gentle as an angel but even without wings, I still try to be one’s angel in my little own way.
I don’t hate bad persons. It’s their personality I hate.
All of us were born angels but the fact that it’s just we are not considered as one of it because of our surroundings that affect our being as a molded one. So, as it is, let’s just be an angel in our own ways. Even though we are not considered physically as angels, let’s just show it up with our own thoughts. God made us equally with or without disabilities, rich or poor, good or bad, just bear in mind that He considers us angels even without wings.
With all these things, even without wings, do you now consider yourself as an angel?
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